New Moon in Aquarius Giger vs Sumerian
Once again my cards have yielded a "what in the hell?!" level reading to the moon phase spreads. I would appreciate some insight on this one.
Giger
These get bi-layer shadow self readings normally so I will do one in italics and one in the normal. I will do the RWS in italics and Giger shadow meanings in normal. This week I'm doing the bi-layer because it makes it serious WTF. Insights are within [ ... ]
You can be very annoyed if you are not the oral center of attention. You constantly yearn to be emotionally connected to your surroundings. You use all of your tools of seduction to control the situation and become the unattainable goddess. You can only achieve deep experiences if you turn reality within yourself and satisfy your lack of inner completeness.
[ I really do have to let the issues surrounding my bad marriages, which both had infidelity, go. In between the marriages I did turn into this unattainable siren who used my lure to use men like I had been used as some kind of justice. I'm sure that left some kind of scar in my ego. After the second divorce I ended up having a massive recoil that left me celibate for 5 years, fearful of people due to trust issues. I can say that anything I harbor from both marriages definitely affects my current relationship.]
2. How can I look at things differently? Pregnancy, being sterile and relatively happy about it I'm not sure how this applies.
The Empress personifies the living, nurturing side of the souls embedded in the depths of the goddess since the Great Mother, who represents the origin of all life. Under her influence you do not have any elevated ideals, you are able to support your goals entirely with Earthly means and have that feminine strength that longs for physical fulfillment while preserving your dignity and striving for power.
[ I'm unsure how to look at things differently about being happy about being unable to be a mother. I sure as hell don't want to be regretful and sad. I love the idea of being powerful and dignified too. I'm stumped here. ]
3. How can I be more impactful with my vision for 2017? A situation will be discovered and all parties punished.
Justice stands for incorruptibility, balance, and fairness. It also shows that in good as in bad, you are confronted with the consequences of your actions and come into your own in the area of your question. It also symbolizes the resistance you put up against your feelings, for it embodies reality that because of the need to create clarity for yourself concerning the tasks you have to perform and your goals. and also attain clear judgement in terms of how to behave in the future as the basis for this sober, even self-critical, perception to a clearer judgement, you often suppress the world of your feelings.
[ Since some things at work have been tense I feel like this is telling me that I would be well served by being clear headed in my judgement with less emotional reactions to situations concerning my coworkers. Finding a balance and standing there, allowing those who are acting against me reveal themselves and falter on their own. ]
4. Where in my life can I have more fun? You are on the wrong path, deceit, you will be back stabbed.
You usually give meaning to your emotions by first projecting them onto your surrounding world and then accepting them back as perceived reality. The Moon indicated the inner exploration of your emotions in the aura of your surrounding world, which you experience as warm. However it can also be an indication that you are losing yourself, in your emotional swamps on the path to finding yourself. The card also symbolized the emotional needs arising from the depths, which no only represent the answers to the mystery of life, but are equally outgrowths of unstilled longings.
[ I can have more fun through deceit? I know, I should start trolling people again! Right? I really do need to get back to my night beach play times. That is where I had fun and spiritual, emotional, and personal well being development. ]
5. What can I do to support my visions and goals for 2017? Beware of pitfalls, watch omens around you.
This is a constructive approach in which the creative potency of absolute nothingness seeks to manifest itself within you. The world shows itself as if through the window of a dream; in this dream, you can experience yourself as part of a larger whole, which is the dream of life itself. This means that you do not find if difficult to feel the eternal within you since you do not simply let your ego express itself carelessly, but subjugate it to the unseen vibrations of your inner voice.
[ At first I was mad because I felt like this was another "no goals for you" reading, but adding the shadow and RSW show something beautiful and common sense. Allowing my creative potential to manifest whatever lies within, but watch out for any dangers of losing myself in dream lands, deadline issues, and basic problems with creating art. ]
Sumerian Oracle
These are my WIP Tiamat Oracle cards. Again insights will be in [ ... ]
1. How can I detach from any lingering issues or energies from the past? Allows you to turn into a succubus or other vampiric demon.
[ There are many more healthy ways to handle my abusive exes and family members I'm sure, but being advised to turn into a vampiric demon to attack them is definitely among the more amusing coping mechanisms. ]
2. How can I look at things differently? She gives you the ability to turn into a spider and climb the Tree of Knowledge. As the Weaver of the web of fate, the spider gleens to you from the Tree: wisdom, creativity, divine inspiration, understanding the patterns of illusion, and filling you with the female energy for the creative force of life.
[ This seems to be another card that has a creative push. Which is good, I have kind of sat back on my haunches since Nov on this project. ]
3. How can I be more impactful with my vision for 2017? Purification, healing, alchemic transmutation and transformation. This card has an accompanying meditation where you entwine with all of the elements of our Mother and the impurities are removed from you. You are transformed to a glowing, renewed being.
[ Healing, healing, more healing. I could not agree more. This is a meditation ritual I would do at the beach in the pitch black of night. I haven't been able to do it lately due to car issues, and I have been feeling it. ]
4. Where in my life can I have more fun? This is his very destructive, death magick, curse, and malediction form.
[ Well death magick against your enemies can be a bit of fun ... ? ]
5. What can I do to support my visions and goals for 2017? He gives use of his venomous golden fire for healing, protection, purification, or malediction.
[ More HEALING! Yes more of this, definitely. I cannot bust but on tons of art without more healing! Maybe a bit of slapping around of my enemies ... ? ]
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