Full Moon Readings Jan '17
In further testing of my oracle deck, I am continuing testing it while making notes of what needs to be expanded and notes on what to put in the book. I'm using the oracle cards as they stand in spreads behind my other cards to see how they work within the spreads I come across. It's a test to see if there is any warnings I may need to issue when I get to the book, these are anti-Cosmic deities after all so they tend to be cranky in comparison to other beings such as angels.
I found a series of spreads tailored for each full moon of 2017 by Ethony and decided this would be a great way to get some work in with my various decks and test the oracle spread out against the spread. I am going to make it a ritual to do the full moon spread then before the next full moon come back and do a review of which one panned out as the most accurate. My fiance has theorized already that it seems there may be some rub with the oracle deck and zodiac based spreads because of the Cosmic/Anti-Cosmic frequencies. Time will reveal this.
Here was the spread for January's Full Moon.
My Native Cards
I use a RWS classic definition to read these, not the definition of the cards. I got them for their art.
1. What in my life needs protecting? Balancing finances- I have been struggling to keep to my budgets after my fiance moved in. The money flow hasn't been stable.
2. Where can I be more vulnerable? New beginnings to conflicts. I am usually pretty vulnerable to these as is (I get upset to the new ones then come out strong). So I'm not sure how I can be more vulnerable to new conflicts. I feel like this is a trick card.
3. How can I bring more self-love into my life? Nurtured communication- yes I have intermittent communications in comparison to before. I feel like I fell off of my old coping mechanisms that were communication based and my emotions have suffered for it.
4. What have I emotionally outgrown? Death/Transition- Again, what? I'm emotionally over transitioning? Am I just done with death? Is this me being blase with the idea of constant change, always sick, and the pending death?
5. What needs are not being met/expressed? New funds- work has been hard during the winter, money needs to come in. There are many large things like surgery and car repairs that need to be taken care of right now... and nothing coming in.
My Giger Deck
I use these for Shadow Self Readings
1. What in my life needs protecting? Inspired to grow beyond your desires and turn your dreams into realities The flames of courage and the creative desire are strong aspects of growth. As a vivacious sun goddess you know how to impose your Will. As a women you know how to live out your inner sun through your gut instinct. It's the power that gives without mercy, without giving up its own identity.
2. Where can I be more vulnerable? Star can be a source of mutual inspiration but also an indication that you are losing yourself in unfulfillable wishful thinking. You feel yourself drawn to everything mystical. You feel a nearly unquenchable longing to merge with the world around you, to which you convey a sense of devotion to the source of the unconscious and the memory of a beautiful future that it triggers in you. This card indicates that you plan or start things that will reach far into the future and that you may place justified hopes in the positive course of these thigs. In this early stage, you are therefore often completely unconscious of the far-reaching effect of your actions. You simply see yourself as the charming seductress who has risen from the dephs of the source to carry the fire of longing into the world. Do not attempt to cling to intangible dreams.
3. How can I bring more self-love into my life? A marriage between the inner and outter selves; mundane and esoteric. I need to bring balance to my spiritual life, which has been ignored as of late.
4. What have I emotionally outgrown? The want to retreat from the world, the feeling that it is too big for you to deal with. Looking within to find answers (it is time to venture out into the world and rebuilding your life).
5. What needs are not being met/expressed? Judgement is the card of the future that is rooted in patterns of the past. It shows the beginning of something new that already carries its end within itself because the force of the future is already stirring in the underground. It represents a period of deepest insight into the eternal modulation, which gives us a feeling of resolution by representing the devastating breakthrough and the creative pains of rebirth. (I am stuck in fear of patterns--- seeing the patterns begin and fearing the same outcomes. Instead of breaking it I am sitting there in fear of it).
My Tiamat Oracle Deck
These are in development. I hope to use these for deep personal readings, development, and spiritual work.
1. What in my life needs protecting? Bašmu as protection- I need to protect my protection? Am I under attack again? still?
2. Where can I be more vulnerable? Ama-Tiamat and Ada-Abzu in Creation- This card is about the act of creation out of the Void. It also warns to beware your creation that it does not destroy you. I need to be more vulnerable to creation. Since I'm infertile maybe this is helping my art block.
3. How can I bring more self-love into my life? Mušuššu in vampiric form, feeding off of sex, blood, and death.-- So I can bring more self love through being a sanguine vampire on my fiance during tender moments.
4. What have I emotionally outgrown? Lahamu bestowing magickal warfare and stragegy- I have emotionally outgrown magickal warfare right after being warned to guard up? Fiance is wondering if this wasn't a conflict between the Cosmic spread (Zodiac) and Anti-Cosmic deity. I'm wondering if this isn't a suggestion to elevate my tactics.
5. What needs are not being met/expressed? Ušumgallu in Kundalini- I have been very unbalanced this year. The mundane has demanded every ounce of me so my spiritual has been sidelined in the back of the fridge, not even back burnered. I have started to listen to the Kunji-In while working to at least get my sub-conscious meditating on the various chakras to get them buzzing again.
Notes/Thoughts:
It's been two weeks and I haven't quite come to understand a few of the cards and placements. Also the theory on my cards and the spreads with the cosmic/acosmic thing. Nothing has really manifested itself yet except the very already obvious yes we need money for the many very expensive things I need to have done.
I found a series of spreads tailored for each full moon of 2017 by Ethony and decided this would be a great way to get some work in with my various decks and test the oracle spread out against the spread. I am going to make it a ritual to do the full moon spread then before the next full moon come back and do a review of which one panned out as the most accurate. My fiance has theorized already that it seems there may be some rub with the oracle deck and zodiac based spreads because of the Cosmic/Anti-Cosmic frequencies. Time will reveal this.
Here was the spread for January's Full Moon.
My Native Cards
I use a RWS classic definition to read these, not the definition of the cards. I got them for their art.
1. What in my life needs protecting? Balancing finances- I have been struggling to keep to my budgets after my fiance moved in. The money flow hasn't been stable.
2. Where can I be more vulnerable? New beginnings to conflicts. I am usually pretty vulnerable to these as is (I get upset to the new ones then come out strong). So I'm not sure how I can be more vulnerable to new conflicts. I feel like this is a trick card.
3. How can I bring more self-love into my life? Nurtured communication- yes I have intermittent communications in comparison to before. I feel like I fell off of my old coping mechanisms that were communication based and my emotions have suffered for it.
4. What have I emotionally outgrown? Death/Transition- Again, what? I'm emotionally over transitioning? Am I just done with death? Is this me being blase with the idea of constant change, always sick, and the pending death?
5. What needs are not being met/expressed? New funds- work has been hard during the winter, money needs to come in. There are many large things like surgery and car repairs that need to be taken care of right now... and nothing coming in.
My Giger Deck
I use these for Shadow Self Readings
1. What in my life needs protecting? Inspired to grow beyond your desires and turn your dreams into realities The flames of courage and the creative desire are strong aspects of growth. As a vivacious sun goddess you know how to impose your Will. As a women you know how to live out your inner sun through your gut instinct. It's the power that gives without mercy, without giving up its own identity.
2. Where can I be more vulnerable? Star can be a source of mutual inspiration but also an indication that you are losing yourself in unfulfillable wishful thinking. You feel yourself drawn to everything mystical. You feel a nearly unquenchable longing to merge with the world around you, to which you convey a sense of devotion to the source of the unconscious and the memory of a beautiful future that it triggers in you. This card indicates that you plan or start things that will reach far into the future and that you may place justified hopes in the positive course of these thigs. In this early stage, you are therefore often completely unconscious of the far-reaching effect of your actions. You simply see yourself as the charming seductress who has risen from the dephs of the source to carry the fire of longing into the world. Do not attempt to cling to intangible dreams.
3. How can I bring more self-love into my life? A marriage between the inner and outter selves; mundane and esoteric. I need to bring balance to my spiritual life, which has been ignored as of late.
4. What have I emotionally outgrown? The want to retreat from the world, the feeling that it is too big for you to deal with. Looking within to find answers (it is time to venture out into the world and rebuilding your life).
5. What needs are not being met/expressed? Judgement is the card of the future that is rooted in patterns of the past. It shows the beginning of something new that already carries its end within itself because the force of the future is already stirring in the underground. It represents a period of deepest insight into the eternal modulation, which gives us a feeling of resolution by representing the devastating breakthrough and the creative pains of rebirth. (I am stuck in fear of patterns--- seeing the patterns begin and fearing the same outcomes. Instead of breaking it I am sitting there in fear of it).
My Tiamat Oracle Deck
These are in development. I hope to use these for deep personal readings, development, and spiritual work.
1. What in my life needs protecting? Bašmu as protection- I need to protect my protection? Am I under attack again? still?
2. Where can I be more vulnerable? Ama-Tiamat and Ada-Abzu in Creation- This card is about the act of creation out of the Void. It also warns to beware your creation that it does not destroy you. I need to be more vulnerable to creation. Since I'm infertile maybe this is helping my art block.
3. How can I bring more self-love into my life? Mušuššu in vampiric form, feeding off of sex, blood, and death.-- So I can bring more self love through being a sanguine vampire on my fiance during tender moments.
4. What have I emotionally outgrown? Lahamu bestowing magickal warfare and stragegy- I have emotionally outgrown magickal warfare right after being warned to guard up? Fiance is wondering if this wasn't a conflict between the Cosmic spread (Zodiac) and Anti-Cosmic deity. I'm wondering if this isn't a suggestion to elevate my tactics.
5. What needs are not being met/expressed? Ušumgallu in Kundalini- I have been very unbalanced this year. The mundane has demanded every ounce of me so my spiritual has been sidelined in the back of the fridge, not even back burnered. I have started to listen to the Kunji-In while working to at least get my sub-conscious meditating on the various chakras to get them buzzing again.
Notes/Thoughts:
It's been two weeks and I haven't quite come to understand a few of the cards and placements. Also the theory on my cards and the spreads with the cosmic/acosmic thing. Nothing has really manifested itself yet except the very already obvious yes we need money for the many very expensive things I need to have done.
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