Test Reads with Tiamat Oracle

I have been doing some test readings with the index card illustrations and meanings as I have them thus far. I wanted to get a feel for how they are developing and where I may need to expand or alter. I am starting to pull together small sheets of paper with ideas I'm coming up with for when I get them their own large binder (I need to track down a close Staples or something for that due to the cost of shipping reams of filler paper >.>). With the first read last month I discovered that these have now replaced the Giger deck as "my crankiest deck." I will definitely not be using these for every day readings for people.

These are the readings from my first version of the cards

[for the test I just kept my usual quick pyramid, which is a 3 card with negative influence (1), positive influence (2), and outcome format (3).]:


"What lies in store for me with Trump as president?" (done election day, when I was very emotional and scared for safety that day).

This is Kusarikku- malediction card (in neg), Uridimmu- ultimate destruction (in pos), and Uridimmu- guardian (outcome)

1. Kusarikku is typically a guardian, but in this aspect he is all things malign. He is malediction, curse-work, attack, death; extreme destruction. As a negative influence this is just utter brutality level death working.
2. Uridimmu is not all that shiny himself. He is one of the few who is an ultimate destructor. He brings slow, antagonizing death to his victims. He destroys everything leaving the world as a life-less and desolate black desert, as if a post-apocalypse scene. In the positive influence position this brings to mind my beliefs of chaos for cleansing. The break down of stagnation and the rise of new out of the death (even though Bašmu is more the deity for that concept).
3. Uridimmu in that aspect is a guardian and healer. This is an aspect I'm familiar with as he has been with me in the shadows since I was a child, only making himself known when things are dire for me. I am taking this reading on a personal level that he still has my back. Nationwide? Maybe that after he is done destroying what needs to be destroyed, he will restore.

Overall this reads that Trump's coming to office will yield nothing but destruction on a grand scale with some possible restructuring to be seen.


"What lies in store for me personally for the next 4 years?" (After seeing a general country read on the election, I wanted to see how it will affect me personally; if my fears were warranted.):

This is Tablets of Destiny (in neg), Ugallu- 218 (in pos), Bašmu- expanding consciousness beyond flesh (outcome)

1. Whosoever hold the Tablets of Destiny holds all knowledge and controls fate. But for this to be in the negative influence area could mean that I will not be utilizing my abilities well or that I will be blocked in this area. I am in reflection of this still.
2. Ugallu has an aspect where she turns into a vortex that allows you to tap into the chaos energy current (218) to shape and control your reality. In the positive influence position this yields great potential, but the ToD in the negative could mean I'm going to be foolish with it or not knowing what I'm doing while trying to manifest my life (hell I feel like that's the situation while dealing with the doctors lately, no guile).
3. Bašmu aiding to expand the consciousness is a tricky one as he is one of the violent world-enders. His form of expanding your mind is painful and can come at a bit of a price. Perhaps this is what my headaches are about heh.

Overall: It seems that his presidency will not change me much, I had feared since I am a vulnerable demographic, but I have since realized I live in a highly diverse and progressive area so they will fight anything that strips human rights as much as they can. So I have since calmed down. I just need to watch out for the misuse or under use of knowledge.

What is going on with my emotions? (a random one when I was all over the place emotionally)

 This is Mušmahhu- cosmic snake trans. (neg), Ušumgallu- venomous fire for healing, pro, and destruction (pos), and Kingu (authority)

1. Mušmahhu deals with knowledge, the inner knowledge of the third eye and dealings with the Tree of Knowledge. In this one she transforms you into a cosmic serpent so you can slide through the Universe. You travel through the Soul Worlds, in between the layers of the Multi-verse, and through all energy currents exploring all of the Mysteries of Life. You absorb the primal goddess energies; that raw creative power. I don't remember personally what was going on at that time, but it is probable that I was having a micro melt-down over something related to womanhood, familial, and/or creative abilities. It could have been indicating a lack of connection within the Universal currents, the need to explore, or my disconnect with the primal feminine since I cannot do as women as supposed to. 
2. Ušumgallu in this card is one of those who have dual natures. She offers the venomous golden flame for both destruction and healing/protective measures. I petition her frequently for healing rituals to burn out infection so to show this card in this position (the positive influence) I'm going to assume it's to show that I have a healing hand behind me. 
3. Kingu is Ama-Tiamat's consort after her husband Abzu was killed by their progeny. He carries the Tablets of Destiny for an edge and protection while leading the hordes daemons, familiars, and deities that comprise Ama-Tiamat's army. He is a mighty leader who even til the moment of his death was defiant and strong. His card is one of authority, strength, and leadership. Perhaps it means I needed to own a bit of leadership over my emotional minions to gain control over the situation, or simply a showing a strong ally akin to the Thaenrathi (champion/ruler) rune in the druatch runes.  

Overall: I need to find a central connection at that point and I have two major allies for healing, protection, and strength.