Again Death?

This is really not funny. Since 2015 I have been getting the Emporer in tarot spreads. In RWS it is "abusive, controlling, aggressive male. Get out now." I slough it off as my paranoia from events in my past. The in increasing numbers my death harbingers (there are more than one in my Sumerian Oracle) appear in spreads like death is approaching. What the f*** is this when my greatest fear happens and I die at the hands of the man I'm with? After a harsh night (emotionally and physically), Lenormand app's card of the day is... coffin. FML. If I wasn't feeling low enough to feel like "everyone is better off if I'm dead anyways," the cards are showing it as an impending thing. Wonderful. Better be something else, like the end of my food poisoning or end of some temp issues....

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